nature

Dear God/dess,

     I need to be out in nature more.  I have been felling very tired.  I have break though when I am in nature.  This was more on the lines of a breakdown.  I have just been tired and on edge lately.  I stressed about school ending soon and the work that needs to be done.  21 days until the end of school.  All I can think about is how I want to go to camp.  Camp might be the same nightmare.  Well as it looks from here it is.  I just need to stay out of it and not engage.  But I happen to love drama and feed of it.  I evidently don't know what I want right now.  Well I do.  I want the work to be all done.  I do not need these three assignments looming over me.  What is more they are not that much work.  I'm beating myself up for no reason.  I want peace.  I want people to talk to about spiritual things.  I have no one at this school.  If there are any (which there are) they should be able to sense and find me.  Its not that hard I have a big violet gold aura. (sigh).  Well I am getting productive again so I am going to try to get the most out of this next wave.

Thank you for the support and please send more,
John Magnuson