masquerade

Dear God/dess,

     I am trying to beat myself up over the amount of work I have.  I have three big projects that I should get started on so there is no rush at the end.  Two full lab reports and a paper.  Once I get started I can pump out the paper.  It's for theology class.  I can pump this out tonight.
     Tonight is spring ball.  So I feel everyones anxiousness about the night.  Everyone is leaving for the ball so I think the feelings will subside soon.  It's masquerade themed.  I always have loved masquerade balls.  This has to be a past life thing.  Must have been some enchanted evening.  I'm not too bummed that I am not going.  this ball would not be as classy as others I have been to.  I think its the mystery of the whole event.  You cannot see peoples faces so you need to use your other skills to figure them out.  Other people might like it because they can hide behind the mask.  A rare few might find it totally liberating.  They can be their true selves for the night (sort of like halloween).  One night where you do not need to be a construct.  
     I also have all of the 'spiritual' work as well.  Making youtube videos, posting on the blog, promoting myself.  I'm really just beating up on myself.  I was trying to do these blogs for every day. I know the summer will be worth blogging about more.

John