Tuesday, May 5, 2015

finals

Dear God/dess,

  This full moon was hard.  Found out that I was shamed as a child.  I am figuring out what to do to integrate and heal this and not act out.  This revelation made me very mad.  I had it after I had a dream when I was shaming my mom.  It didn't feel like it was coming from a positive source space.  I am getting stressed with finals.  I want to be done and I need to do well for the next three days so I can finish the semester strong.  If you can help in any way that would be appreciated.
     I am ready to go to camp even though i know that this year has a recipe for disaster.  I am angry now.  probably unrelated to what I just posted.  Fun of a waning full moon in my Sun sign Sagittarius.  I want to be back at home because I am able to burn candles and incense again.  The Monday I am home I am going to light a candle in my salt block and light some sage.  I will smudge all of my crystals and smudge myself as well.  I will burn my rosemary lemon leaf smudge to my ancestors and Vesta that is helping me manifest my house after I graduate.  I cannot wait to burn this money success candle.  I want this to be over I am ready to move on.

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