Dear God/dess,
Today after a little stress and not feeling like myself, I got really productive. Like non stop. Why can't I do this when I need or like to. Why can't I seem to do this when automatic writing for Raziel. But that will come I am not worried. Thank you for giving me the space to be so productive.
The main problem that I have been running into is more camp anxiety. Why is this happening? It was not like this last year. Jk it was and I almost left. But something keeps holding me there. It might just be the crystal shop. But I know that it is more than that. It is the people. I have never felt such a strong connection to people in this life. And that is what a main goal of my life.
I'm tired and will be going to bed.
thank you for always being there and being me,
John
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