We create our reality. Sometimes we need to ask how we attracted an experience. Something else we need to do is quest how we co created an experience. I had a very personal experience of this.
There was a bomb threat at my college Tuesday night. We were evacuated and I'm fine at my roommates house. I was thinking about how I was a match to this. I first recognized that this must have been co-created event. This effected a large group. My whole college got evacuated. Why? That is what I ask. Also how did I add to this event. Lastly how could I have not been a match to this.
I think the answer to these questions is that my college is not what a lot of people expected it to be. The media tells you what it will be like and with no other reference you believe it. there is more than that. I was not expecting people to be so close minded. Even before I was awakened people could see that I was different. I got move by res life for being a disturbance. That was before I even knew I was a sorcerer. They don't hang out with me anymore and I really could care less. Other people thought that you party every night and the work is easy.
In essence I am grappling with this. In a weird way I got rewarded. All of my homework that I completed got moved back. So now I do not have a lot to do. And It feels weird and I feel slightly guilty.
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