awakenings

So I had something unexpected happen.  Someone from camp had a full kundalini awakening.  They knew to contact me...

I was not prepared for what happens.  His sentences were not making sense and he kept saying he loves everything and understands everything.  This had me very concerned.  I do care about people.  I have good boundaries, but people seem to think that I am cold and detached.  I do care.

But what was throwing me was this is what I wanted.  I want to awake people.  I want to use my abilities to teach.  My intention for this life is to teach and awaken people.  What scared me was this person went 0 to 60 in 3.5.  My awakening was slow.  It was 2 years of slow and steady growth.  I did not know people could grow fast and maybe I'm not as ready as I thought I was to be a teacher.  It shows how fast people are evolving and waking up.  I just pray that nothing bad happens.

shift happens

thinking about enlightenment

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k_RqmGz9Y6M&index=2&list=UUr2cc3Y45b-zBavt-8kCjbg

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lFBCVI-kXnA&list=UUr2cc3Y45b-zBavt-8kCjbg

     These two videos got me thinking about enlightenment.  Enlightenment is not a final stage.  You do not reach level 100 and have enlightenment.  Life will still go on.  You still have all your emotions.  Maybe you are a bit calmer.  I flew off the handle at my job once and people freaked out.  They said that they did not know that I still experience anger.  This pissed me off.  That frankly elevates me to a level that I am not at.  I still have emotions.  We have had .

another thought that came up.  I am spiritual but I work at a christian camp, and the best councilors are atheists and the agnostics.  They are the best with kids and they explain the Bible stories and parables the best.  They also don't get in trouble at camp or with the law like others do.  these videos are worth checking out!  

running into OLD friends

     As the year ends down and finals week begins the energy on campus has turned from aggression to the world is ending.  I believe that this has to finals week coming up shortly.  My grades will end up well.  That is good because it didn't look like that at one point.

     A theme that is starting this week in reconnecting with OLD friends.  All caps meaning people I have met in other incarnations.  Look up Eric Allen on Facebook.  This guy has great message and knows his stuff.  It came to me that he is a powerful shaman.  I knew him in ancient Egypt and as Mayans. Worth his salt, check him out!

birthday manifestation.

7:41 pm 12/5/14
Well today is my birthday!  It feels great!  I got a confirmation today the I truly create my reality.  so my original birthday plans fell through because of flaky people that pulled out.  So I was a little bummed...  but there is a groove Boston dance! and i was thinking and feeling about how i wanted to go.  So i asked people if they had extra tickets and had my outfit ready.  I then went to one of the school printing stations to print things I need for a paper that I was going to write.  I run into some of my friends there and I ask if they have an extra ticket.  They pointed out that there was a printed ticket next to the printer and they said it was real!  I was so shocked.  I am going to get in.

also if you are so inclined this is my metaphysical amazon wishlist http://amzn.com/w/370EETAYDMAW

It will come from the youth

     A channeled message from Raziel.

Greetings I am archangel Raziel here to bring you a message through my channel.  The youth of this planet will be stepping into their full power soon beginning with this next year.  Through them all things new will happen.  The advances in technologies will be coming through your youth.  They will range in application.  Some will be applied in domestic civilian, as you call it, settings.  Others in communication.  The "green" fields will be affected the most.  these youth will creating things to clean your air, water, and earth.  These will cause changes in you because of as within so with out.  it can work the other way.  this reflects the inner work that many of you have been doing.  Some of these technologies will help with the grids.  They will cause more light to enter and strengthen the grid.  There will be more help for the dolphins, whales and other cetaceans.  More advances will be made in respect to plastics and making them biodegradable.  The island of plastic in the pacific will become a major concern and will begin being corrected.  Solar and Wind power will be improved in efficiency.  All this will come from the youth.  Also many spiritual "revolutions" one might say will be coming from the youth.  New teachers will be stepping forward and people will listen to them.  The youth are coming into their beginning.

Happy twin flame day

     Well today is 11/11 and at 11:11 you most likely have receive communications from you twin flame.  Savannah (my twin) is doing fine on her parallel earth.  We split when we were on Sirius, before the beginning of Lemuria.  I went to the water system and she went to the feline race on sirius.  We have spent many lifetimes together but we are not fated in this lifetime, but we are both ok with that.

     She is on a mirrored earth.  All the gender energies are flipped.  the central crystal of the planet is called Gaiam which is masculine.  The god energy was pushed aside but is returning now.  She says it is just as much as a shit show as  my earth is.  We will work together from each side of this "coin".

    In other news my higher self is named Gegea.  Also I got a new spirit guide named Caleb how is one of the thirteen mayan crystal skulls.

The Citadel

   Something that came to me recently is that I do go places when I sleep.  Some of you might be saying duh!  Since may I have been putting a lot of effort into lucid dreaming and OBE.  Now before some of you purist get all hot and bothered i see them as two different things.  Why I am working on both is because that resonates with me.  I did both in one night at the end of last semester.  That sealed the deal that the metaphysical life is for me.

     So I really do not have many awakened people in my physical life.  So I want to be able to go to other awakened people.  As much I have had lifetimes as a solitary practitioner it would be nice to have people to talk to about ascension stuff.  There are some people that I talk to on Facebook but having physical people to talk to about these topics would be amazing.  I go to a small catholic college so not many awakened people.  There are three others and because of akashic contracts and karma we cannot fully interact.

     In my sleep though I go to an organization called the Citadel.  It is comprised of people around my  earth age.  We go to this place to connect and help each other with our gifts.  I help people with akashic record, karma and also grounding and learning about density.  I am very good at being grounded.  I am rarely not grounded.  This does inhibit me in the lucid dream and OBE.  I have issues with remembering my dreams.  I have done both recently.  This reinvigorated me in my persuit.  The group helps each other by arranging synchronicity for services.  I have great hopes for this group.

Raziel on dimensions

Channeling on 11/6/14


     There are many questions about the dimensions.  I hope to help you understand.

     First I will say they are not stacked like a building.  In your view higher mean taller.  This is not so.  You can experience the 12th dimension while being of the ground.  Your brain builds in that because that is how it makes sense of it.  Your brain is set up to understand the third dimension.  The mind is not the brain.  On other dimensions your mind will seem different and that is because it lacks the brain.  Emotion will also be different.  Your planet has a range of the mental and the emotional that others do not.  This is one of the many reasons why your planet is seen as so special.  You are teaching all.

     The keyboard example is a very useful one to explain.  To get from c to c you must press 12 keys. there are 12 dimensions that you could possibly understand.  Continuing the piano metaphor each dimension is an octave.  There are twelve intermediate parts of each dimension.  So dimensions are more expansive then what you might have conceived before.  You will also find certain groups will be on certain octaves and notes.  Angels are everywhere and are one the upper part of each octave.

the 13 dimension is where Everything is and you would have extreme difficulty understanding in your current states.

In closing you are in the forth dimension.  The forth is interesting because you can play by the 3rd or 5th rules.  So choose what rules from each that you would like to follow and use.

first verbal channeling

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R2v8wI8eiQQ


This felt like the most natural thing ever.  I hope this helps people! I know it will.

October 31st message

So if you haven't noticed I made a youtube video! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Ojfhyke6iA&feature=autoshare

But here is the abbreviated version.  October 31st is going to be quantum leap forward for everyone.  The consciousness grid has reached a level so on the 31st the veil will be the thinest it has even been.  Angelic, ET, elemental and others entities will have the opportunity to take on a temporary physical form.  They will look like humans (most likely in costumes).  Think about it, this is the perfect day to interact.  Many people have been asking for interactions.  Well ask and you shall receive.
     Many people will awaken.  Be ready for this.  We will need to hold space for all the people that are new to the golden age.

I really cannot wait!  Have a blessed week!

Channeling from Archangel Raziel

So if you haven't figured out by now I am a chancel. I am a channel for Archangel Raziel.  He rules of the sphere of chokhmah or wisdom.  He is giving me great information to aid in the changing times.  Right know I am just doing automatic writing but I know that I will soon be verbally channeling Raziel.  Here is a message he gave me today:

Hello,  I am archangel Raziel, here to bring you a message through my channel.  The message is to not worry.  Many teachers have taught you this but it is important now as it was back then.  Everyone is where they need to be.  Many of you worry about not being able to bring everyone.  This is not a worry you need.  By raising you frequency other around you will raise up as well.  
     Do not worry about how polar everything is becoming.  With extreme highs become extreme lows.  They have to happen together there is no other way.  Some will still be in the old system and will not let it go.  Remember you have to ultimately raise your vibration, you cannot do it for others.  in the old system you thought you could do and accomplish things for other people.  In the new you cannot have that illusion.  We know that most of you can see the divinity in everyone so this is what I will suggest.  Picture everyone ascending, they will do it at their own pace.  This is not a race.  You of all people know death is not final so you will meet them again.

     I would like you to know of the pending discovery of 2 new spiritual plants.  Some of you are very fond of marijuana and DMT carrying plants.  From the amazon and the Yucatan, these will help awaken more people.

     Lastly a few tips for the end of the year, grounding will be important.  There is a charka below your feet called the earth star charka.  This is the grounding charka.  Your root helps as well but earth star is very helpful.  Its black or dark brown.  My channels pictures his like a bolder.  He feels it moving like a stone temple from a movie.  Spin it clockwise.  It will move slower than others.  This will ground you.  You do not need to put roots into Gaia.  She’s trying to heal herself! Send healing evergy!  This charka needs to be activated when you are visualizing for manifestation.  Or else the manifestation could manifest in another dimension.

Finally know that you are loved and have support even when you feel alone.

We create our reality

     We create our reality.  Sometimes we need to ask how we attracted an experience.  Something else we need to do is quest how we co created an experience.  I had a very personal experience of this.

     There was a bomb threat at my college Tuesday night.  We were evacuated and I'm fine at my roommates house.  I was thinking about how I was a match to this.  I first recognized that this must have been co-created event.  This effected a large group.  My whole college got evacuated.  Why?  That is what I ask.  Also how did I add to this event.  Lastly how could I have not been a match to this.
     I think the answer to these questions is that my college is not what a lot of people expected it to be.  The media tells you what it will be like and with no other reference you believe it.  there is more than that.  I was not expecting people to be so close minded.  Even before I was awakened people could see that I was different.  I got move by res life for being a disturbance.  That was before I even knew I was a sorcerer.  They don't hang out with me anymore and I really could care less.  Other people thought that you party every night and the work is easy.

     In essence I am grappling with this.  In a weird way I got rewarded.  All of my homework that I completed got moved back.  So now I do not have a lot to do.  And It feels weird and I feel slightly guilty.

Thank You!

Thank you all for your support!  I would like to thank everyone that has been to my blog.  The fact that people are looking at it and more come each time makes me feel so grateful for the viewers I have.  Please share with your friends in any way you can.

Tonight is the Lunar eclipse.  Powerful releasing.  Do something.  Release the old to make room for the new.

Have a Blessed week!

changes in the seasons

well its fall now.  Campus is starting to reflect this.  The trees are turning yellow, orange and red.  Its getting colder.

     I have found that I am more fond of my maple wand.  It doesn't have a clear quartz tip like my cedar wand but I do not think it needs one.  My oak want will need a tip but my apple wand will not.  I seems the maple wand gets me more into the felling of fall.  I can harvest what I sowed.  I have only been awake since February so I did not get to plant that many "seeds".  I many have learned an large amount of information.  I know all that I need to do but I just have to start with one thing and take things one at a time.  I use to get overwhelmed with all that I had to do.  I now understand to start with one flower at a time.

     I continue to integrate my shadow and do soul retrieval.  I don't feel great all the time but it is important.  Not having all our soul gives us less power and on the other side have others soul fragments are useless.  You cannot use the fragments.  In a resent akashic meditation I had a life when I thought that I could use others souls pieces.  Long story short it didn't work.

tomorrow is the full moon eclipse.  I am preparing to release old, unneeded energies that no longer serve me.  You should to.

Be Blessed

What does it mean to be an mystic angelic elemental?

     Inspired by http://mermadeline.com I will write a post about what my realms means to me.  But first lets start with the journey of finding my realm.  I was hard at first because i really did not trust myself.  I found the work of Doreen Virtue.  I'm claircognizance so I just thought I was making stuff up.  I knew I was from the elemental kingdom because of past life memories that had begone to flood in about being a ruler of a alchemist nymph clan in the fifth dimension.  This was the first thing that I just knew but one of the test is to go into yourself to feel your wings.  Dragonfly or butterfly: elemental, feather angel.  what I got really confused me.  When I went in I felt four large feathers coming out of my back.

     Well that did not help much because on top of that I had many similarities to the mermaid group and had started to get into metaphysics and magic(k).  Plus I sort of kept weight on and had similarities to the angels.  Then I encountered that I should go with what resonated with me. That set me free.  I then figured out that I could be all three and i had been.  Through better connection with my guides I learned that I have been connected with earth since the early days of Lemuria.  I have been many elementals (except unicorn).  I most commonly am and elf, nymph or mer creature.  As an angel I worked with Raziel on the akashic record.  This explains why it is so easy for me to tune into my records.

    This knowledge is very helpful.  It made so much of my life make sense.  It explained what i liked as a child.  I really liked unicorns when I was young.  I also loved the little mermaid.  I loved the Lord of the Rings.  The elves and knights and wizards, I loved it all (though never enough to).

     It also explained why I was so unhappy.  Look at my older google+ blog.  I was miserable.  I knew about the law of attraction but i thought that it was supposed to make me happy all the time.  I did manifest many things that are now valuable to me.  I now know that the life is full of cycles and spiral and sign waves.  you are up and down some times.  It is only natural.

     I now understand more about myself and my nature.  I know what I can do to make my life more pleasurable.  I know that I can do magick and manifest miracles for myself and others, with their permission.  I have a great amount of help on the other side.  Now I can go forward boldly with my authentic self.

I will do more post on all of these some of the subjects.  Have a blessed week.

realm reading and Etsy account.

     So I got my realm reading certification through Doreen Virtue.  And I am excited to start giving people realm readings soon.  It will most likely be in October I have a good amount of homework that I need to do so I'm fitting in the realm survey in-between and when I have time.  Each of the realms has distinct characteristics.  Also each realm will have a distinct look to their eyes.

     The most common argument against reincarnation is that if everyone is getting recycled then why is the planets population going up.  Well first the Creator can always make new souls and people are coming tom various physical and non physical realms.  The four core realms are the angels, the elementals, the star people, and the wise ones (sometimes called old souls).  The angelic realm is self explanatory.  The elementals are the fey, elves, nymphs, pixies, devas, unicorns (yes unicorns) and others.  the star people are extraterrestrials that choose to live a human lifetime.  They can come into this life in different ways but that will be another post. last are the wise ones.  They incarnate on earth a lot and most of them have learned through lifetimes how to use magical abilities.  These were not always understood or apreciated.  Most of us have been killed so many times.  Thats something that I came here to learn in this lifetime: a) that not all people in organized religion are "bad" or they don't think about what they are told and b) that I do not have to be afraid of using my gifts in this lifetime.  the most persecution that I'm going to receive is nasty comments,  death threats, and maybe a really mean email.  I'm not going to be killed...finally!

     A good resource for a basic overview of the realm is this blog of a incarnate mermaid/elf hybrid.  She doesn't use this blog anymore and her new one is not active (things change you know!) This is a great resource and there is a lot of great and thought provoking information on this abandoned blog.

     So a realm reading I have been certified to identify the realms that Doreen Virtue has identified and also some channeled information about realms and what i remember from past life memories that have been cropping up.  I would love to have a past life regression some time.  I feel that It would help me.  I'll get that on the etsy shop in october so please stay tuned!

On giving and receiving (High heart vs heart chakra)

Giving and recieving.  For some this is a hard topic.  Incarnated angels have the most trouble with this balance.  We are great givers not receivers.  Its something that we need to learn over time. The angels heart charka is very open.  Especially the angels that are aligned with Archangel Raphael, who's aura is green.  but the pink energy is not as bright.

     When I first learned about the chakra as I studied confusing and weird that the heart chakra was considered to resinate both with the colors green and pink and green and pink stones.  It just didn't make sense to me considering what I knew about charka at the time and the color spectrum that spans the main seven in your body.  Was around this time that I discovered Ameera Beth she's in a video that I watched before but no more us and spiritually awakened enlightened I watch the video again.  It was about the difference between soulmates and twin flames and a little bit about her done with the Leo king astrologer David Palmer.  Then I discovered her real channel and she had a video I was called the high heart chakra. This was new to me I had never heard of this before so I watch the video.  It was also the first person that showed me the earth star chakra which I always felt like it existed but didn't really have a name for it.  Her exclamation of the chakra made sense to me better so now I have on my chakra bed a green Jade and also a pink rose quartz.  I have all of the chakra stones lined up under my bed so that they can keep my Charkas open and remove any blocks.  I have a citrine for the Solarpex chakra and also a carnelian the sacral chakra so they help keep the rest of the stones clear of negativity.  I charge them by placing them next to some of the potted plants I have in my dorm.  Sometimes I charge up my one double terminated Crystal that has one point on one side but then actually has five on the other small points.  This happened because the one crystal overtook the others and you can see where the other crystals were inside the bigger crystal.  I believe this is called a manifestation quartz.

     Be open to personal miracles; miracles are very natural.  I highly suggest everyone reads A Course in Miracles you can find it for you online now as an open sourced version that's the one that I'm working to you right now.  That's what the elementals and the wise ones are here to remind us that magic and miracles happen all the time but if you're not open to them then you block yourself from them happening.
     Let me give you a story. So when I worked at the summer camp up in New Hampshire, there was a rock shop up in North Conway which was where we would usually go for days off to relax eat some good food and buy stuff.  Along with the rock shop there was a toy store that had a gumball machine of tumbled rocks.  For $.50 you would get one or more rocks that would come out of this machine.  I camel regularly with change that I had accumulated during the week that the ladies eventually knew me there.  Sometimes the machine we get stuck and then they would open it and let me take some for the top but the last time I was there something very interesting happened.  They had told me that that's the shipment of rocks was a lot bigger and chunkier than the ones normally were. So one got stuck they pulled it out and I was about to walk out of the store but the one old Russian lady told me to have it because if they put it back in it would just get jammed again.  So I took this strange light blue with streaks of white and kind of a yellowishness back to camp trying to figure out what kind of quartz it was.  Some of you already know what stone it is but it only dawned on me today what a blessing this stone was to me.  It is a tumbled larimar.  this stone is only found in the dominican republic in a cave that since has flooded and the price of larimar is very high.  the stone is worth $200 or more.  When I realized this I almost fell over.  I prayed more that i ever did before to the ancient one creator.  I was so grateful for this extravagant gift.

     To wrap this up, you need to balance both.  Give and receive.  If we all are giving and no one is receiving then we run into problems.  same on the reverse side.  Balance is key!

take what resinates and leave what does not.  Have a great week.

Ameera Beths video on High Heart:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hO_U91aI55E

Tales from the merworld:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwq9_4ZbZX8

full moon in pisces

     Tonight's going to be big there's no other way to say it.  A full moon in pisces, A super moon i might add.  Tonight is going to be about real easing and healing old and emotional wounds.  I have a lot of emotional wounds from childhood even though my family says that I'm dramatic. And that's the thing I'm in such a different vibratory rate that's causing tension with my family.  I try to keep my vibration high so that people will raise theirs but sometimes it just causes tension.  People want you to stay at their level.  I'm growing away from my family.  They know it, but don't want to admit it.

     I was informed by Ameera Beth (you know the mermaid) had a Facebook post about what to do.  She said to plan a releasing ceremony.  So I looked up how you would do a realizing ceremony.  Normally I would burn something written on a paper but that is not permitted on campus.  It is very popular at the camp I work at during the summer.  But another one they said was to build a boat (of paper) and send it on down a steam.  So I took a paper and wrote down all of the things that I wanted to relies and also what I wanted to attract into my life.  I put a piece of rose quartz, malachite and a piece of clear quartz in the boat overnight to transform or alchemise what I wrote down and transform it with love.  I am releasing everyone from blame in my life.  I made this mastery game so that I could ascend.  hoping that this moon will be the boost that I need.

     Also getting things ready for my Etsy shop so please stay tuned for that.

A revelation

     The camp I work on is on a ley line!  This makes so much sense.  This explains so much about the place and the people there.  I'm super excited that I stumbled upon this.  Everyone says that this place is different.  The campers will cry when they have to leave.  They don't want to go back to the "real world".  I always try to tell them that the rest of their lives could be like this if they focused on what they wanted.  Sadly most of the kids are not really to hear this.  They have either been brain washed my the system or have tried the "new age" and it didn't work.  This information is just the start.  I will investigate more.

I'm excited because I always thought it was true.

http://www.geometryofplace.com/ossipee.html

Shout out to Ameera Beth

so this lady is an incarnate mermaid who does a variety of different modalities including (but not limited to): Atlantian energy shifting, past life regression, intuitive reading (tarot), and guided mediations.  she use to have webinars but they were taken down.  I bought one and discovered the problem.  Ameera respond quickly after I messaged her.  she refunded my money and gave my a free meditation.  I am very thankful for her presence and her youtube videos.  her website is http://dolphinmoonhealing.com  you should check her out.

So it begins

   So this is my first blog post.  I have been thinking about documenting my journey.  so now its where to begin...

     I'm not exactly sure when I first awaked.  I feel that it was more of a slow process than a july like some people tell of.  I would begin with an encounter i had with interesting people.  I work at a God camp during the summer.  Before the kids actually arrive we have other people show up.  During homeschool week we had a group of fundamentalist christians that took a liking to me.  One night they began to pray for and over me.  Then the one mother said that Jesus wanted to know if it was ok to spread his blood between me and my ancestors.  I would then receive all the generational blessings (things my ancestors did for years but got taken away).  I then picked up knitting, crocheting, and para cord bracelet making.  It only took a couple of days.  It honestly freaked me out.  I’m still great at crafty things i have never tried before.  Today I just built a wire tree sculpture.  Saw one on pintrest and just did it.

     Stuff just started to make sense from then.  Things started to fall into place.  Toward the end of the summer in one of the local tourist areas near camp me and my friends walked into a Wicca shop.  I have never had a problem with Wicca.  I have studied it some since and agree I resonate with a majority of the teaching.  Since I was very young I thought that the christian God was more than Male even though we refer to him as He.  The owner did tarot readings.  I didn’t get a reading but I bought myself a deck and have been studying it since.  I don’t have issues that the sensitive angels have.  None of the cards scare me.  I do have a few of Doreen Virtues oracle decks.  They are helpful but sometimes come across as childish to me.  but since I was a merman in one of my elemental incarnations the Magical mermaids and dolphin deck is one of my favorites.  This is I guess where we will start.  This is what Spirit told me to do.  So we will begin here.