bored

    Boredom is the weirdest thing for me.  Not sure to call it an emotion or something from the mind.  Either way it is a state that I don't like to be in but have trouble leaving.  it is a weird feminine energy but somehow is not receptive.  I was bored and decided to do things that I normally say that I do not have time for (BS excuses).  Maybe this is what boredom is supposed to teach us to move back into action... or you are just scrolling through Facebook or Etsy (Etsy might be my new weakness).
     I'm going to take an inventory of what I have done today to spark me to more action... or I might go on a shamanic journey.  First I have made a new batch of orgonite.  If you don't know what this is simply google it and you will understand how powerful it is.  I have tried making it before but I have had issues with the resin. I know this will go better.
     I'm still working out how this shape shifting thing works.  I was told by a seer that it looked like I had many different souls that were moving through me very quickly.  She said that they are benevolent.  I have not found much on this so I am grasping at straws.  That is what my first journey was focused around.

have a good week
and know that the wisdom is in you!

the summer in review

     Well the summer is over and it is almost Mabon (Fall equinox).  This summer went quick even though the days were long.  I had a great time I just wish that I enjoyed the summer in the moment.  I believe that it was a lesson.  There was also a Karmic lesson that I passed barely.  I am not sure when or if there will be a follow up, Uranus had entered my seventh house and revolutionized everything in my relationships.  This included A strange boy that I lived with for the summer. I my write more about this in another blog post.
     First note. the spells that I did work!  I have seen results for all of them.  I am very grateful for this.  It helped prove more that I am a Creator and that the universe is on my side.  this is something that I have been working on.  I was trying to do surrender but it turns out that I am not the best at it.  I was given a sign to focus on what I want for better results.
     I learned what love feels like so then I can focus on that.  I will focus on this feeling.  I will then attract the people who vibrate at this level.
    Also this year is feeling a lot better on camp.  I do have lingering desire to be on camp.  It is not the total vibration.  I have the best roommates that i have ever had.  The dorm is much better than I have had before.  There is a tub that I can soak in.  I am feeling better... and that is amazing.