ascended masters in my youth

So I was raised Christian.  I will say now that I will defend this form of religion because it has helped people and also a the spiritual people we need to have forgiveness for all the happened because of the procession of the equinox.

I was raised ELCA Lutheran.  This is a denomination that came out of the protestant reformation.  It is named after Martin Luther.  He originally did not it to be named after him, it was a nickname that got picked up.  Mother Mary was not as recognized in my church as much as she is in Catholic churches.  She was important but after christmas she was off the stage with Joseph (who many consider to be part of Saint Germain's mastery journey, which I can see).  Then we had John the Baptist (Elijah and Archangel Sandalphon) and quickly after that was Jesus.  It always felt rushed.  I always loved Mother Mary and Joseph.  Many people say this but Mary was the Goddess to me.  She was feminine grace and love.  Joseph always seemed the most pushed aside.  I felt a connection to these and others when I was little.  In one picture book there was a picture of Ganesh and would stare at this page for long periods of time.  Also (judge me if you want) I don't know when I first drawn to Baphomet but I saw that drawing and felt a warmth from it.  Baphomet is really a symbol of alchemy that has been appropriated for different things.

uncertainty

I have been thinking lately that I am moving into unknown territory.  I continue to work on my book with Archangel Raziel.  We are going to automatic write more of it.  We are going to make headway today!  but then it comes to the fact that I do not know anything about publishing a book, etc.

and everyone is talking about "The Event" in April.  I don't like things like this because people will put the work off because they thing Events will do a lot of the work for them. It is not like that.  Yes the photon belt is helping but you need to put the work in.  Ascension is a process.  People thought that 2012 would be instant.  Along with this people are talking about moving.  This is not happening for me and I know this.

I think a lesson this year is to understand that when people are expressing their opinions are not attacking or insulting me.  This year will be big!