awakenings

So I had something unexpected happen.  Someone from camp had a full kundalini awakening.  They knew to contact me...

I was not prepared for what happens.  His sentences were not making sense and he kept saying he loves everything and understands everything.  This had me very concerned.  I do care about people.  I have good boundaries, but people seem to think that I am cold and detached.  I do care.

But what was throwing me was this is what I wanted.  I want to awake people.  I want to use my abilities to teach.  My intention for this life is to teach and awaken people.  What scared me was this person went 0 to 60 in 3.5.  My awakening was slow.  It was 2 years of slow and steady growth.  I did not know people could grow fast and maybe I'm not as ready as I thought I was to be a teacher.  It shows how fast people are evolving and waking up.  I just pray that nothing bad happens.

shift happens

thinking about enlightenment

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k_RqmGz9Y6M&index=2&list=UUr2cc3Y45b-zBavt-8kCjbg

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lFBCVI-kXnA&list=UUr2cc3Y45b-zBavt-8kCjbg

     These two videos got me thinking about enlightenment.  Enlightenment is not a final stage.  You do not reach level 100 and have enlightenment.  Life will still go on.  You still have all your emotions.  Maybe you are a bit calmer.  I flew off the handle at my job once and people freaked out.  They said that they did not know that I still experience anger.  This pissed me off.  That frankly elevates me to a level that I am not at.  I still have emotions.  We have had .

another thought that came up.  I am spiritual but I work at a christian camp, and the best councilors are atheists and the agnostics.  They are the best with kids and they explain the Bible stories and parables the best.  They also don't get in trouble at camp or with the law like others do.  these videos are worth checking out!  

running into OLD friends

     As the year ends down and finals week begins the energy on campus has turned from aggression to the world is ending.  I believe that this has to finals week coming up shortly.  My grades will end up well.  That is good because it didn't look like that at one point.

     A theme that is starting this week in reconnecting with OLD friends.  All caps meaning people I have met in other incarnations.  Look up Eric Allen on Facebook.  This guy has great message and knows his stuff.  It came to me that he is a powerful shaman.  I knew him in ancient Egypt and as Mayans. Worth his salt, check him out!

birthday manifestation.

7:41 pm 12/5/14
Well today is my birthday!  It feels great!  I got a confirmation today the I truly create my reality.  so my original birthday plans fell through because of flaky people that pulled out.  So I was a little bummed...  but there is a groove Boston dance! and i was thinking and feeling about how i wanted to go.  So i asked people if they had extra tickets and had my outfit ready.  I then went to one of the school printing stations to print things I need for a paper that I was going to write.  I run into some of my friends there and I ask if they have an extra ticket.  They pointed out that there was a printed ticket next to the printer and they said it was real!  I was so shocked.  I am going to get in.

also if you are so inclined this is my metaphysical amazon wishlist http://amzn.com/w/370EETAYDMAW